Scholarship what?!

I'm just a little bit excited this morning because I got the official letter from Evangel saying I got a one time scholarship from a private donor! what?! I thought they told me just a few short weeks ago that I didn't get anything! I'm shocked!!! 

I may or may not have mumbled the words why is this so hard? I'm trying to trust God and I didn't even get into CofO and now I didn't get 2 scholarships either. How will I EVER pay for college. I found out that I got this scholarship less that 12 hours after I yelled mumbled those words. 


I'm blown away.




I also changed my major to Accounting this week.




Excuse me while I die and resurrect myself.